I was just watching Jovie sleep the other day and she was just looking so cute so I went a little crazy with the camera. She was so cute! I can't believe she'll be 6 WEEKS on Thursday! The time has seriously flown by! She is still very colicky but we've pretty much figured out her schedule and we just deal with it. A couple weeks ago I had an answer to one of my prayers and Jovie and I have a much better understanding of each other. I realized that it wasn't the Lord not answering my prayers that was the problem, it was that I wasn't learning from this experience. I realized that I need to love Jovie even when she's screaming her head off at night and that I can't blame her or be mad at her. The poor thing, it's not her fault and I know that, but I was getting so frustrated with her and the Lord was definitely waiting for me to learn patience and UNCONDITIONAL love, and it's totally change everything! I am so grateful for this little girl, she's amazing. Jordan I figured out last night the hard way that she knows when we've left the room and it makes her angry! We were watching the MTV awards and they were getting ready to show a sneak peek at the New Moon movie and she was in the middle of her nightly fit so I ran and stuck her in the other room just for a moment mind you, and she freaked! I didn't think she even knew the difference but boy was I wrong! She now officially gets ticked if you leave her alone during her fits. Not only this, but she now prefers to be held over anything else. I use to be able to just set her down on the couch if I had to wash her bottles or go to the bathroom or something but now she cries if you set her down! She is working us over big time already! and she's only 6 weeks! We are in for it! Anyway, when you see these pictures you'll see why we put up with all her attitude...
